I am happy. Today is another day to be alive. I sit at my computer with coffee and cold water, my window open with a cold breeze, thinking of what to tell ya’ll. Not sure what to say. Yesterday was a good day, depression barely touched me. I walked the dogs… Saw my parents… Watched a movie with my long distance girlfriend in the evening… And everything was peachy for the most part. Will I have to fight depression today? Probably… Im not sure… But if it comes; I fight.

The sun is yet to rise. Do I have plans today? No. Do I want plans today? Not really. Just to exist in the here and now if I can… Just me n my cats. Hopefully nobody thinks I am lazy because I am on disability. I wish I could work again. Trust me.

-Nina