Real?

In this winding net we weave and still believe in

Fact or fiction. What is this vision called reality?

My dreams sometimes seem far more tangible

So which existence is it we really live in or which ones a vision?

Perhaps neither are alive or… what we deem is our survival

Too much mandela effect here and deja vu

Psychedelics leave us more clues

They say seeing speaks reality into existence

I see eyes in all directions when I’m trippin

As the matrix watches I walk through that particular realm

How many are there? Honestly which one is real?

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Good mornings – Journal

I dreampt about love, now the coffee hits my lips

Today can be another good day

I am up early as usual. 4 AM and thats okay. A little lonely but that’s okay too. If I am with myself I am in good company. Plus I got my cats. I sit thinking about this crazy world as well as my own little trials and tribulations. My thoughts meander about as I awaken. I type to allow myself to unwind; refresh myself and make this day into something beautiful.

I think writing is beautiful. I think blogging is beautiful. An index of thought, ideas, images. A playful world that a wandering mind can explore at their fingertips. I like my blog. And to my readers I wish you a pleasant Saturday.

Good mornings.

Love – Nina

Thich Nhat Hanh Quote

“I grew up in a time of war. There was destruction all around – children, adults, values, a whole country. As a young person, I suffered a lot. Once the door of awareness has been opened, you cannot close it. The wounds of war in me are still not all healed. There are nights I lie awake and embrace my people, my country, and the whole planet with my mindful breathing.

Without suffering, you cannot grow. Without suffering, you cannot get the peace and joy you deserve. Please don’t run away from your suffering. Embrace it and cherish it. Go to the Buddha, sit with him, and show him your pain. He will look at you with loving kindness, compassion, and mindfulness, and show you ways to embrace your suffering and look deeply into it. With understanding and compassion, you will be able to heal the wounds in your heart, and the wounds in the world. The Buddha called suffering a Holy Truth, because our suffering has the capacity of showing us the path to liberation. Embrace your suffering, and let it reveal to you the way to peace”.

– Thich Nhat Hanh, in “The Heart of the Buddha’s Teaching”.

The World We Dwell

We live and dwell draped in a veil

Blinded and wondering where does the truth lie

Distraction tactics on the masses pushing plastic from the jurassic

The world is going up in smoke; we better have a classic coke

A sad joke

And jokes aside what comes to mind

Is what the world needs to entail

Coming together and peace prevail

Common sense! Dear rulers; no more bombs descent

No more small arms for men

First world, third world theres no difference

All individuals deserve a decent world to live

But I’ll say again, we are veiled and distracted

Sheeps masked and maybe I was designed to be tasked with this

Who knows, but I need to find a loop hole; to move

Growth

Morning journaling – 2026-09-24

Its the morning, tired and I got my coffee. So glad to have my blog to sit on. The weather is slightly cool. Which is nice this morning. No need to fret over the day, what comes will come. Hopefully peace. I need this; a peaceful day to reside in slide around in my PJs. If you don’t know me; I am on disability. I consider myself a retired babushka.

Having disabilities comes with so much challenge. If I could work I would much rather be doing that. Hopefully one day! But for now I need to focus on my well being. Not am only am I disabled but I am also dealing with my health problems. Yesterday the doctor sent me to the hospital. Now I have some tests lined up to see if they can find out what is going on with me. What is going on with my gut. Wish me luck.

Domain milestone!

I bought my domain! Re-Welcoming everyone to goodnightnina.blog. Now there are no more ads when visiting my site! Woohoo. I had started this blog about 10 years ago. It was time to upgrade.

Since you are here reading, why not visit my blog and have a look around. Drop a comment on what you think of the categories and layout (When you scroll to the bottom on mobile). This site was more designed for desktop.

I want to thank all the people Ive met along the way too; blogging here on wordpress. Even if you’re not active anymore you all played a special role in my time here in the blogging world. And everyone else, thanks for stopping by.

Peace

Finding Peace

I could try to type to light a fire with words

But I try to write to make it right ; Flight like birds

Touch the skyline of the city with compassion

Guanyin tactics needed to drastically manage this planet

Whether your Christian Muslim or Catholic

Peace be upon you… in other words you could say salaam too…

Regardless we can all praise the jewel in the lotus

With mindful focus

Its the peace we need to find

You know this

Image: Buddhas hand. – China