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About me, Journaling

December 1st.

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I’m in the new crib as the rain pours at 3 am… Drinking an energy drink and vaping away. So very peaceful… Life feels very kind to me lately and I am gifted many blessings. I am thankful for this… I am still sober, doing art and doing just fine. The ongoing sobriety brings financial prosperity and much peace to go along with it… Also; A healthy body and mind.

I have many goals to achieve but time remains on my side. It would be nice to own a vehicle to travel the province is one of them. Other goals focus on physical and mental well being. Art, poetry and other forms of expression are not goals but I hope to continue creating for the sake of creating. Thankful for all…

I would like to return to a very minimalist lifestyle and this will take patience and perseverance. All things do really I suppose. Its the simple fact upon opening my moving boxes the realization of over-accumulating. And a remembrance of a more simple lifestyle, sometimes less is more!

Thank you Universe for everything.

Nina

Poetry

Come along… E.D.

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As I continue my path I struggle with the terrain that lay beneath me. Trying not to trip on these minor roots and suffer a fall.

Trying to remain above it all.

Helping the ones that have come along for this journey to peace. I’m grabbing your hand.

Come along with me.

I’ve been here before;

Before before. And there’s so much more…

This path is my dreams and my unseen future in the leaves and trees and vines and green

Green like life and blue like the beautiful truth n my love for you. It’s true.

As we walk we can talk about our futures present. As the light cascades upon our essence.

Worries can be left behind unattended. I simply surrender.

Please don’t fret these mountainous journeys upon journeys. Walk with me without worry.

Watch the enemies scurry from our towering shadows in the now. Don’t ask me how we have arrived.

I don’t know but here we are. Paradise

Life in love. The love in life.

Nina

My Poetry, Poetry

Go.

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Dare to write

Writing your dreams, desire, sex, love and passion

Whatever that may be

You can see your thoughts colliding with concrete written form

It’s bare and exposed

Lighting a way through the dark reality of human consciousness

Love yourself

Blessed with the food, shelter, family friends

Give thanks when you write

Nobody is promised tomorrow

Everybody dies; but not everybody lives.

Anime, My Poetry, Poetry

Swimming in Time.

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My soul is saturated in this mystery

My intermittent infinite history

Soaked and infatuated with this existence

Time is time is time…

Tingling down my spine

I’m swimming in time…

Every single day and every single moment

And this…

Deep dark

Breeds luminous light

Stormy nights; A lightning strike

Sentimental energy entities

It’s a hell of a recipe

Gravitating time I drift along

Swimming; time is singing me songs

Of the past and present

Infinite future

Just.

Swimming in time.

 

Nina

About me, Love, Transgender

(Against all odds) Just be happy anyways!

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Why did I title this… against all odds? Happiness? Well..For months and months Ive been battling health issues. I spent over a month being dehydrated and extremely light headed (fainting occasionally) and I “FINALLY” conquered that issue recently. It was preventing me from getting work and I was exited for it to be over. BUT Week or Two later… I began throwing up every morning uncontrollably…  Its like morning sickness but Im sadly not pregnant…This has persisted for over a month now as well and we still aren’t really sure what is causing me to be so sick this time, the medication they gave me doesn’t seem to be working… But whatever y’know? Against all odds Imma Just Do Me and BE HAPPY.

I can’t let this sh–t drag me down; I will do whatever I got to do to get through this! and do it happily along the way, hehehe… Peace to all of my followers! and all the people I follow! So much respect to my fellow bloggers, you definitely without knowing it have helped me through these times haha… I don’t like to do any : ANY complaining blog posts. No thats not my style at all. This is a post about positivity and striving to do your best when things are trying to drag you down.

I love my girlfriend (my muse) lol, love her very much and my extremely  supportive parents  and I know they all want to see me doing well and being happy. I hope I make em proud… I celebrate 3 years on hormone replacement therapy ;So thats three years of my life I am extremely EXTREMELY thankful for; its been amazing. No doubt; amazing. Came a long way from last year itself. And yeah… Thats about it for the thankful rant…

Peace everyone. Stay happy, positive and strive on. (Through all obstacles)

-Nina