My divine feminine diamond side rises
Its essence scribed on the finest paper
No statements amass the amount of magic concentrated
Like eyes dilated; beautiful dark
Look into them and see my heart
My shadow; a dancing silouete.
My reflection, the essence projects…
A happy soul, entranced in the beauty of life
Perfection; the universal precise.
-Nina
Let me get a taste of passion; The fruit of life
I want to begin again where the memories were born.
When the moonlit sky danced on the ocean
And city lights twinkled along the shores.
Our adventures had no start or end
Meandering through wilderness and concrete
We would devour elixirs that fired neurons
And you would dance in the green grass as the sun rose.
Our sacred spot on the river; during hot summer days
Like kids we just wanted to play.
I can’t think of the words to say; wish they didnt take you away
Without you around; its so hard to escape.
I miss you J Bird.
Spring has come early; birds chirp in delight
Warm light flows into my apartment from the morning east
Time has come to plant flowers and trees on my patio
I love the changing seasons; making life anew
The blue skies can be a welcome change in my city in the rainforest
Darkness to bright; changing the moods of the everyday passerbys
Making them say Good Morning with a smile
A warm breeze that makes the trees dance
And as flowers start to bloom
I am happy with spring and life anew.
The city is silent on a saturday morning. 4 am
All the light in the highrises… Off… The world in slumber
Yet I have come alive, into this magic place
This place where creation waits to be born
Half asleep, I sip black coffee and vape
Today can be such a wonderful day.
Icy cool air meanders to my desk from the cracked window
To where I sit with my coffee to arise and write on wordpress
Today will be a good day, I speak it into existence
The words pass through self, the self is cosmic
So my words speak like stars in the early morning sky; true.
What I choose to do is not important
Similair to the revolution will not be televised
The action and peace takes place only in my mind.
Its good day for mindfulness plus unwind-full-bliss.
Nothing to find, no eye, no thought of shh… persists.
Remain focused! Dont let the monkey mind escape the lotus.
Come back monkey! You thought I wouldn’t notice!
Now have a seat. Breathe in. Breathe out. Repeat.
Recite these mantras, escape away with me.
Give me yer hand. Off to the pure land.
Mindful and monkey together… To serve the world now…
Im not sure what to think, drinking my coffee.
Is this all worthless or purposeful, my nervousness.
Got me high like a livewire, planet earth.
I want to choose life, not suicidal quite.
But the scitzo-effective symptoms with no remedy.
Trying to be the end of me.
Try to live on and see dawn.
My Buddhist ideology makes me think that we can respawn.
That this goes on and on. I could be wrong.
No more meat and dairy not at all.
No alcohol…
So I hope I can go to a good place
I wonder. What would it take?
Take me away from pain sustained in a new way.
Each breath is a blessing, Resting your mind
Calming you and guiding you with ease
Every moment is taken with awareness of all sensations
Let the daily tasks of life become ones meditation
Always aware and returning to a breath of peace
If hungry? Eat. If tired? Sleep. Simplify life
For example… What possessions do we truly need?
To question is zen… To question is mindfulness
Ask yourself why one would cling to worldly possessions
But let not a possession cloud ones mind either
Return to your breath upon every reflection
To let go of ones worldly attachments will end the suffering
With everything being impermanent, why attach?
Choosing to move on with mindfulness and peace
Think of others and what you may have to offer them for their needs
A childhood saying… Do unto others what you wish done unto you
And after that thought, we return to the breath once again…
In… and out…
Focusing on the breath, let your thoughts come and go,
Do not dwell on them
Let the thought go…
In… and out…
I choose happiness, I choose life
It feels like dark times, but I’ll be alright
Time to grow in knowledge and strength
Who knows the time of length
But I shall inherit my future I build
Whether rushing fast or empty still
Must endure the pains for gains
Because I cannot wait my life away.
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