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Alive and Breathing; The Beautiful Struggle.
I was nominated for the Sunshine Blogger Award. Thank you Fauxcroft.WordPress.com!
- Which part of the globe do you come from and what made you start your blog?….I’m from Vancouver Canada, I started in the winter of 2015 because I was at an inspiring (creative) turnpoint in my life living in a homeless shelter downtown; blogging definitely helped keep me sane / and on track.
- A special message which you received that holds special place for you?…. The message of Buddhism and The Dharma. Peace.
- Your favorite Movies?… Oh god… I won’t even go there. As a kid I was very much obsessed with Hook and Stargate. I’ll just leave it there.
- Things about friends/siblings you love and annoy?… How much I love them is a burden in itself ha ha… Uh… Lateness and teasing. 😛
- Qualities you love about yourself ?… I’m working on me. Always. If I fall, Ill always get back up and lovingly help anyone to do the same. I am also somewhat of a social butterfly; a people person.
- Your motive in life ?… Loving life and living in the present moment; whatever the day may bring! My girlfriend, my parents and my friends are definitely huge motivators to stay on he right track.
- Craziness you would like to do in life that you were not able to do ?… Ummm to have transitioned at a much younger age. Peruse art more seriously… does that count? Probably not… Something crazy? Spend more time A LOT more time doing hip hop!
- Your birthday? (so that I can wish you :p)… June 26 1988 Year of the Dragon.
- What does your name mean?… Nina is a russian name meaning:”Dreamer”.
- Any topic which I should write as my next post?… Ummm you should keep writing poetry. You’re a talented dude. Right a poem about growing. Please check out his work at: www.fauxcroft.wordpress.com
The Bloggers I Nominate are as follows:
It Is What It Is https://hrexach.wordpress.com/
HerStorm https://herstorm.wordpress.com
IvyWillow https://ivywillowblog.wordpress.com
Isaac Unleashed https://isaacunleasehed.wordpress.com
My Questions:
1. Who are you?
2.What type of music is generally heard coming from your residence?
2.Where would you most desire to live in the world and why?
3. What are some of your ambitions / goals in the blogging sphere ?
4. If you could eradicate one world problem what would it be?
5. If you could go back in time and change something you did; what would it be?
6. Where does your inspiration come from?
7. What calms you down when life gets insane?
8. Who were your biggest role models growing up?
9. Where are you from, and where are you now?
10. If you could pass a new law in your country; what would it be?
The Rules:
- Thank the person who nominated you
- Answer the questions asked to you
- Nominate other bloggers
- Write the same amount of questions for other nominated bloggers
- Notify the bloggers you have nominated——————–
The racoon walked by. – Nina
We startled each other
Backing away with eyes of fear
Scurrying
Hiding with our masks on
Afraid of this world
Carrying on
To survive…
-Nina
Shy…
I am not as social as a bird that flies.
Often want to run and hide
The world can be a scary place
Of which I should not show my face.
Shy.
-Nina
Journaling and thoughts on manifestation of future self. – Nina
I feel like if you believe strong enough something will happen. No matter how far away it is. If you start walking toward it; realizing it or not. You’re going to get there. Through the universes law of attraction. Good things and bad things and everything in between can be manifested. – Nina
5:00 AM July 23rd.
Coffee brews and the sky slightly lit and the neighbourhood in silence, other than the sounds of the frogs that live in the gutters. I’m tired but, not too tired to write. Finally my mind has readjusted back to the before sunrise wake-up time. So; I’m up before my alarm goes off and I quickly silence it. Todays forecast is sunny n clouds with a high of 22 n a low of 14. Awake and alone as I’ve been for months in the morning. The day is young, and its mine…
Yes I’m alone; always alone in the morning n thats cool with me. Realizing lately that it’s okay to be alone, although it wasn’t easy for me to come to accept that notion. Being happy with ones own company is important for growth as a person and it give you time to think and I’ve been thinking a lot.
Thinking about the future and… An odd thing to feel is that you have manifested all of the aspects of your life to come together into a certain way; almost perfectly in sync… Seriously, the laws of attraction gives you these things you wanted and you try and ask yourself what you really want next? “What do I want?” and “Why do I want that?” or “How am I going to get that / there?” . How do I begin the process of manifesting once again? I honestly don’t know where I want to be heading next…
There are ways to try to manifest and realize / actualize your future through brain and mind maps; collages and lists of goals or visions of yourself in the future and I’ve used them several times which helped me get to many of the steps I’ve amounted to. Perhaps it’s time to rekindle the idea of manifesting through creativity and hard work and exploring ideas of what I really want for the rest of my life.
Luckily I’m alive today; Healthy with an opportunity to go after anything that I want. I don’t have anything holding me back (other than an anxiety disorder) but everyone has issues with that one way or another and I know that I’m extremely lucky for the freedom to choose any path… that, and as well as having all the supports I need… I am not in this alone…
Just alone in this physical moment.
At 5:00 AM July 23rd.
With love,
Nina
Searching
I wrote this?! @_@ Reblogg*
She was the emotional type, Unsure if she’ intro or extroverted.
She didn’t know if she wanted to volunteer or do crime ;at times it’s worth it.
She didn’t know if the world is real, standing still, if she’d grown up ,or was still just a kid.
She didn’t know if she’s good or bad, happy or sad and she REALLY never knew all the things that she had.
It’s because she didn’t know that she continued to grow.
Searching for answers.
That she never would know.
Nina
Keystyle freestyle writing. – Nina
I don’t know what to write. Impose a rule on myself to just compose and type
; like I suppose your right. Here it goes; in flight.
Im not complaining simply explaining that a lot of my days are draining me driving me insanely, plain to see that my mind is somewhat aimlessly;and broken.
I wish I was calmer are more soft spoken.
My girlfriend says I was in a better place mentally when I was living in the homeless shelter.
Shes right; its like I do better surrounded by… lives like mine but whatever.
Now is the only moment; so: hold it…
I Do not condone any of my past it’s already done so don’t quote it.
Nina
About me in-depth. Nina.
Through the shrouded memories I take glimpses of my memories on earth; in this city I call home, it feels sometimes like I have seen it and been through it all. Even as 2 genders, a straight male, a lesbian. From a young boy to a grown woman; it is beautiful in my own eyes. My addiction to change was constant; I went from a high school drop out to a graduated mental health worker with some of the highest marks in my class. From a drug dealer to a volunteer in many of the cities outreach facilities. From a sexual exhibitionist to a faithful monogamous relationship with my present girlfriend. I was homeless countless times since the age of 15. In and out of the court system since as early as 13…
One of my first charges: possession of a controlled substance with intent to traffic. I’m a genderqueer…
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