3 am. I sippz coffee again. Ye Im tired so whuh?
I’ll be tired again later, whats the difference?
Come online and talk about my interests.
Follow the links to my wish list
Peace, Love, Happiness-ness.
Nestled in my home temple, no matter what I get into.
I always return to center. The breath I enter.
Knowing every moment is precisely perfection.
Just jotting… Need to get in the habit of writing more.
Take your time to unwind from the troubles and trials
Trials and tribulations as we all are awakened
Building blocks of cornerstones unknown
Remove self from the throne
There is no self at all
Nothing to own, control, condone
Alone on ya own
How we supposed to grow
Nina
Chilled da fuks out; Let the breeze in
I need moe’ chemical incentives sedative let em’ in too
Cause I been through too much to touch on
Now I’m enhancing my lush lawn, cause the grass is greener
On my side, on the sideline of the van city to infinity
Faded amaze jaded nuff’ to fall asleep on the bus
Headed nowhere fast so the enjoyment lasts
Crushed velvet cushions of clouds I sleep on
Awakened awaiting my fate but I can see dawn
To stay in the moment is a difficult task, or to look at onseselves entirely
Constantly my mind is dividing me
I feel as though my moment are fleeting, escaping and changing
Always trying to make way
Everything seems dark but maybe, just maybe Im mistaken
If only I can stand unshaken.
Good morning world. This morning I’m pretty tired. Decided to start my day at 2:30 am but I’m glad I did because I’m here now. Dear GOD how Ive missed this outlet. I am back but I dont know where to begin… Ive had my serious struggles staying sober but today I arise clean and over a year clean and sober… Trying to return to WordPress… I’m always at crossroads in life and theres no way to explain what I have been going through the past several years in one post, ups and downs… friendships and endings, beautiful things… painful things. But yeah… Regardless I am Sober… Sober is good. Good morning world!
Today I type from the heart of downtown Vancity; My home and has always been. It is pouring rain which is always my favorite weather; so peaceful… Just darkness… and quiet at 5:30 am on a Saturday morning. I dont got much to do today but kick it. My life is fairly simple these days. Routines that keep me sane. Wait a minute sane? Who am I kidding! I’m not working… Not hustling… Just gliding by through these days and times. Definitely not sane though lol…
I have been trying to stay up on my graffiti and other art that I post on Instagram but now maybe I’ll begin posting it here again… I love art, expression. And will always be a part of my life no matter the medium or app I use to share with the world. Am I taking it as serious as I should though? Probably not. Please Creator let me find my passion and inspiration again. Help me find my joy and peace. Art is my peace…
Welcome me back if you guys remember me…
just lemme be free / lemme be me /take this blindfold off so I can see / I wanna breathe / I wanna speakeasy / I wanna walk in the trees / get lost in a breeze / I wanna feel the world freeze / I wanna free my mind / I wanna be alive – Please.
Naturally actually happily to… skip to my loo
All the way to the loony bin
With my new found friend imaginary twin
Never met but was there from the begin
Henceforth Im back to the latter
As choco lit chips get me fit-fat of the land fatter
No matter
I just dip drop endulge in rhyme form
The only thing Im on is the coffee bean
No coffee with cream. I like it black so Im back in action
Just walked in slushy snow with no traction
Amidst the lost and confused
But I find myself when Im out its a muse
The city is music to my ears
When you read this? Your the only one who hears
In the dark of night I arise once again
To collect my thoughts I write with pen
Its about time I do this again
With no regrets where does this stem?
How long have I been in this place
My skyscraper oasis
Thousands of faces
As the city tells tales naked
Must be about a year now
I was losing my mind but Im here now
Nada to fear now
Its so clear now
Cool; calm; collected
Solemnly protected by my own perspectives
I walk with a thousand spirits
I can see; smell and hear this
They touch with a thousand arms to feel this
I dont know what to fucking write; type out zen pages
Anime gay topless asians.
Well that was a weird flex but okay….
Sew an eyeball on your sunny day
Catch a fade with a grenade launcher filled with razor blades
I dont aim just pull the pin
Put my life out on a limb all for you; all in to win
Cause lifes a gamble I trample lifes obstacles
Through space; Im auronotical
Star gazing in the mirror; sober faded jumping off the roof
Im so… freshly dipped I drip like a chocolate covered cone
No… set to trip for; I do bad on my own
Im just a poetic nuissance
Im so reclusive; cant find me
Somebody remind me why I do this…
-Nina
Dreams of home are elsewhere; Nightmares are alive and well here
Mother nature undertaker; Come from caves awaken
To eat the souls of the wanderer; Vision conjoror
Deep dive division; Depth perception sceptic
I see all through the third; Vision looking down like birds
Types that write and strike ya vital nerves; Its all Obsurd
But cats can walk a fine line; so watch me define I
Supernatural signed off as I fly by.
So high I touch the skyline.
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