I choose happiness, I choose life
It feels like dark times, but I’ll be alright
Time to grow in knowledge and strength
Who knows the time of length
But I shall inherit my future I build
Whether rushing fast or empty still
Must endure the pains for gains
Because I cannot wait my life away.
We need to revitalize minds, open your eyes wide.
Dont be surprised as the disguised come alive.
Cognitive dissonance, we are a kin to this.
Systematic trafficked like smuggled immigrants.
If you visualize a better day, to find a better way.
Maybe we can all make it, roads paved to take the pain away.
Me? I dont claim ten toes on the pavement.
Tired of arraignment, drugs and alcohol leaving me displaced here.
Struck a new cord, cultivate in life’s prison and build myself a new ward.
So this is my world. I design her.
She is beautiful, she is fine, She is my girl.
A seemingly average day
A trans girl with long dirty blonde hair smokes in the west end alley
The hot summer air and a cool breeze is calming…
A man turns the corner on foot and he is talking to himself,
She is unsure about what
He is surprised the alley isn’t empty…
“Oh you caught me talking to myself!”. He exclaims happily
“Haha”
She laughs
“I do the same thing”.
He thinks to himself for a moment and says
“The world needs a sermon!”.
As he disappears
Strolling down the lane
On a hot summers day…
I cannot remember how long its been
Hot summer days, scorching the earth
But this morning brings change
Rain descends from sky
I open my eyes from a dream state
Awake as the pouring ensues
Happiness as all the trees celebrate
Life anew, life continues…
The falling of the rain
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Photo Credit: TriTronThedark
Just jotting… Need to get in the habit of writing more.
Take your time to unwind from the troubles and trials
Trials and tribulations as we all are awakened
Building blocks of cornerstones unknown
Remove self from the throne
There is no self at all
Nothing to own, control, condone
Alone on ya own
How we supposed to grow
Nina
Solo ride to die, Im alive sliding through the matrix.
Awaked this rhyme replacement for fake shit.
Life can be basic and and at the same time amazing.
Got a few years sober and Im so glad I made it.
Im diciplined! I dismiss the liquids that slit your system.
Trying to function at the junction like some crucifixes.
No merit to inherit just building like pyramids.
I have a fear to live in a world that I can see as clear as this.
So I try. To meditate. I strive. To levitate.
You’d be surprised at what awaits.
Behind the Reddened gates.
So pass on through; say a prayer, be aware.
Reflections of self, the wisdom in the mirror.
Peace.
-Nina
Chilled da fuks out; Let the breeze in
I need moe’ chemical incentives sedative let em’ in too
Cause I been through too much to touch on
Now I’m enhancing my lush lawn, cause the grass is greener
On my side, on the sideline of the van city to infinity
Faded amaze jaded nuff’ to fall asleep on the bus
Headed nowhere fast so the enjoyment lasts
Crushed velvet cushions of clouds I sleep on
Awakened awaiting my fate but I can see dawn
To stay in the moment is a difficult task, or to look at onseselves entirely
Constantly my mind is dividing me
I feel as though my moment are fleeting, escaping and changing
Always trying to make way
Everything seems dark but maybe, just maybe Im mistaken
If only I can stand unshaken.
My dreams escape and influence pages;
Sparked like the sage is
Im the flyest livewire
Thick haze; sharp like switch blade
Untouchable.
Deluxe Triple XL clothes so Im comfortable
I dream of a world where the youth can grow
Every answer is yes and the evil unknown
Rivers are healthy and so is the sky
Nobody worries about if we die
I dream that war is a mythical tale
Never experienced unthinkable hell
We dont eat meat; the animals are too sacred
At a certain age everyone is awakened
Two spirited and mental are no longer a flaw
In fact now they are given the medicinal jobs
I wake up this morning and bow on my knees
Oh this world… If Only There Was peace.
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