I do not know who where what and why this pain has arrived.
Rambling ranting spoiled brat gallavanting… sighing and deeps breaths eyes watering
with tearful eyes fitted rage of ingrained sorrow for today tomorrow and yesterday
Mindful mind racing placing her hands over her face full of hate disgracing herself a mess of stress,
feeling down n out a useless clueless user with maneuvers; non existent n something missing…
missing her lover n missing life, missing out just pissing away time
more crying and sobbing head throbbing bobbing and weaving hurtful truths
self abuse like a tightened noose trying to break loose, still wondering, from where?
Confused…
Sweetie, are you ok? I’m here if you should need to talk.
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I’m okay right now, pain is natural as well but I’ve experienced a lot this month. Thank you for asking!
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What a well-written heart breaking poem. My heart goes out to you, wish i could take at least some of your pain away.
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Thank you for the compliment. What is joy without suffering though. Have a good day and thank you again.
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