Drippedy-Drop… Its a wet kinda dey.
Unsure of what to say… She types… anyways….
Its dark n cold…. n cold n dark
She has no new spark to quote; remark.
So…
With an audacity to type exactly what she has to say: Nothing
Type because I have to type and write so its written…
It contacted the lines onto the screen.
What were her means of musing; nothing said: “amusing”.
Perfusing emptiness
Like a doctor sues with no epic pictures
Just stupid rhyme mixture elixer
Flickering light fixture
Or is there?
I was always picked last-in sports. I laugh at being picked-last because they saw past what I could not. Even recognize in the first place. Never did I see first place in sports but I took up a new gender like sports… wait… lets reverse pace. I was picked last because perhaps they knew before I knew I was a girl before I… Knew I was a girl. (Did I twirl?) Was that the give away? I remember once being told I looked like one. I was absolutely dumbfounded ; at the age of 12. Delve into childhood. Perhaps that was around the time I began to find my self. Im not sure… What I’m sure of is that I can never be sure of… damn near anything. OTHER THAN MY DECISION TO TRANSITION. That meant everything.
It wasn’t hard to transition at all, it was hard to pretend to be a man like FRAUD. (Guilty as charged)!. I feel complete sorrow for my sisters across the globe who would die to transition but can’t because of this GOD DAMN world. “I’m waiting on tomorrow”
Im lucky as FUCK… and Its called hormone replacement “therapy” and it worked miracles for my clarity. Anyone against transgender rights can spare me. Beware the… power of hatred in the world; us girls got it hard sometimes and that scares me. I survived a lot and Im extremely thankful. I could do a lot of different things for a bankroll but I’d rather write a little rhyme thats… tasteful.
*Thanks god*
Love you Larissa.
XO
-Nina
Alien space ship space whip the matrix you should see my fuckinfaces .
got abstract bars so I had to contact mars, I need some alien beats that I can bump in my car…
*Beep boop*. Message received! “Nina Shade; Earthling. Ayo we got what you need.”
So I jumped in the space ship space whip bumping mix tape “matrix”my girlfriend naked.
(And you know she’s getting probed in all kinda places.)
Next thing you know Im all bobby tech digital. Blasted off in the ride to the next stop the hydroponic shop endo.
Back to home planet and I wanna hit it again. Turntables. Incence and INTENSE… yeah…
The red pill and the blue pill sitting on the dresser. I decided to pop both to trip and see what would happen.
The shadows and lights were some magical plight. Shout outs to MARS
“what a magical night…”
-Nina
I got abstract bars so I had to contact mars, I need some alien beats that I can bump in my car…
*Beep boop*. Message received! “Nina Shade; Earthling. Ayo we got what you need.”
So I jumped in the space ship space whip bumping mix tape “matrix”my girlfriend naked.
(And you know she’s getting probed in all kinda places.)
Next thing you know Im all bobby tech digital. Blasted off in the ride to the next stop the hydroponic shop endo.
Back to home planet and I wanna hit it again. Turntables. Incence and INTENSE… yeah…
The red pill and the blue pill sitting on the dresser. I decided to pop both to trip and see what would happen.
The shadows and lights were some magical plight. Shout outs to MARS
“what a magical night…”
-Nina
Night-fell-mind-dwell-darkness.
I-set-to-spark-this.
You’ve been bothering me since I came…
I want a good clean fight n game.
“I’ll-do-this-shit-blindfolded”. Is what I said.
Advantaged with subconscious entity.
3rd eye protect me. Envisioning in -moment-present-memory .
Its tomorrow-yesterday-today.
My enemy cannot comprehend this haze.
She-is-he-he-she (Enemy not me).
“You’re not even human-at-all”.
I closed my eyes but… could-see-it-all.
We brawled and “IT” took the fall.
The human strength more adverse than its evil predecessor .
Compressor-stressure-beyond-measure.
“The lessor” as I laugh upon its cherished treasure.
Ha-ha-ha…
“This is what you worship??? Its-worthless!!!”…
I am now in complete control; And I laugh.
Walking away leaving you on the dusty path.
Feel the wrath of a sentient.
Being; as thus-and-this
You will forever submit…
To the will of my soul eclipsed…
-Nina
Is it kind of selfish… to reveal all your senses.
Am I gaining by explaining my pain; I feel helpless.
“Excuse me Miss…” I really must admit.
If we don’t know where we’re going; then I don’t know where we’ll get.
No please don’t walk away.
Could you spare a moment of your time?
To listen to the message I’m condoning in my rhymes?
Thank you, hear me out…
I feel a little left behind…
All the good and the bad that remains in my mind.
Loving and kindness, Or numb and blinded
Lost; searching for the answers And I can’t seem to find it.
Questing for the questions
Scarred by the lessons.
Sometimes I feel like Ive been branded as a lessor.
Whats behind my back? Is it a team or a dagger?
Define what I mean to you. Do I even fuckin’ matter?
It must be dead serious; I tried to take my life.
The saviour of my soul; was the dullness of the knife.
I’m the type of person to take care of my crew
This message ain’t for anyone; Especially not for you…
Just Consider it an abstract ;From a soul who needs to backtrack
I’ll be around…
Around…
And around we go faster…
This ride that we takin’ makin’ me sick to my stomach
No Pain No Gain. So I continue on walking….
Walk with the soldier let me take your hand
I aint mad, I just want you to understand.
I WANT this Life.
I want to always have your back.
-Nina
I hope my rhymings timeless; Poetic royal highness. “Minus the riches;” So… My rags will wash the dishes.
Whats the tea?
Turn on the kettle like… Ride my D–K or… My whip? Don’t trip it is a pedal bike.
Thats me.
I used to love some… doctor sues… Rhymes about hungry 8 legged octopuss.
OFF DA HOOK!
Im silly. Silly as a hillbilly. Driving a Lexus coup bumping biggie smoking a ciggy getting jiggy.
Really?
Naw son, Im dead cereal. Fruit loops enduced delirium. 6 AM: Dropping body parts in my gold fish aquarium
Vegetarian!
I DO NOT EAT GREEN EGGS N HAM. They Live, We Sleep. I’m out of bubble gum.
I guess its time I kick ass.
When I was a kid I danced around to brass monkey. Now I’m all grown up dance around to brass monkey. I tried to go to class n pass but math flunked me. Fuck me!
Hashtag Skunk Weed
I found some magic mushrooms on the way to the recycle depot. I could go pick them right now and become a psycho people.
Coffee refill?
Abstract in concrete form.
At last; I attack at the breaking dawn.
Fast track to my wake its on.
Fast cash; and I can take it all.
Wait thats wrong… I want life.
Looking back at my life and I can’t wait at all.
Luminous these lights be; I don’t take it lightly
Every breath that a breathe could be the last and it might be.
But I’m gripping tightly,Riding on through the moonlight.
I aint got to prove that I; been through a hood life.
Came to the front lines. Where you won’t get a front line.
Sniffed up the down and almost died in the hindsight.
So call me survivor. Killuminati Reviver
The storm is my calm and its gets me more higher.
-Nina
I hope my rhymings timeless; Poetic royal highness. “Minus the riches;” So… My rags will wash the dishes.
Whats the tea?
Turn on the kettle like… Ride my D–K or… My whip? Don’t trip it is a pedal bike.
Thats me.
I used to love some… doctor sues… Rhymes about hungry 8 legged octopuss.
OFF DA HOOK!
Im silly. Silly as a hillbilly. Driving a Lexus coup bumping biggie smoking a ciggy getting jiggy.
Really?
Naw son, Im dead cereal. Fruit loops enduced delirium. 6 AM: Dropping body parts in my gold fish aquarium
Vegetarian!
I DO NOT EAT GREEN EGGS N HAM. They Live, We Sleep. I’m out of bubble gum.
I guess its time I kick ass.
When I was a kid I danced around to brass monkey. Now I’m all grown up dance around to brass monkey. I tried to go to class n pass but math flunked me. Fuck me!
Hashtag Skunk Weed
I found some magic mushrooms on the way to the recycle depot. I could go pick them right now and become a psycho people.
Coffee refill?
I will! Living amoung us. High of psychlobin Fungus. Bum-rush the grocery store.
“GIVE ME ALL OF YOUR LUNCH BOX”!
Nina
I want graffiti chiseled on my tombstone
I want a BBQ for a funeral
Throw some vinyls in my casket
Know that I died doing whatever made me happy
Don’t cry a bit
My life was nice kid…
Pour your self a drink and be happy;
My life LIVED
Whatever art n possessions I got
Not a lot…
Donate them to a charity
Including my organs before they bury me
Life is good and death is never scaring me
See you in the next life
Or wherever we may be…
-Nina
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