My soul is saturated in this mystery
My intermittent infinite history
Soaked and infatuated with this existence
Time is time is time…
Tingling down my spine
I’m swimming in time…
Every single day and every single moment
And this…
Deep dark
Breeds luminous light
Stormy nights; A lightning strike
Sentimental energy entities
It’s a hell of a recipe
Gravitating time I drift along
Swimming; time is singing me songs
Of the past and present
Infinite future
Just.
Swimming in time.
Nina
“The happy inner soul inside of you is waiting to come back and start again!
Harmonious balance is indeed an affliction but one cannot feel pleasure without pain”.
You know that feeling of angst;
Pain and anxiety that seems to linger.
It is simply impermanence;
It is part of balance.
I just wanted to remind you;
It is going to be okay.
And that “Everything“;
Happens for a “reason”…
Hold on, Be strong.
-Nina
In the name of everything sacred
There is a another place
An entire world where I wait
I await for you in my special place
Amongst the infinite stars in the sky
Underneath the cherry blossom
Overlooking night through the darkness
I wait…
-Nina
I flirt with death,
Devil,
Demise;
My demons love me
Looking me in my eyes
They are always here…
They know who I am
Where I’ve been
Where I hide
Are they in control?
Am I just here for the “Ride?”
-Nina
How lucky can I be.
I’ve survived all I’ve seen.
How many of these streets.
Nights and memories.
I’ve been paralyzed by thought.
Traps that I was caught.
Bleeding in the streets.
Many lessons I was taught.
I escaped unscathed.
My mind bathes in yesterdays.
All the different ways,
That I chose that I would play.
Cityscape playgrounds, money and indulgence.
Self destructive lust, my control was that of nothing.
How many others… survived the jungle traps.
I hope that you’ve all survived.
The things we grew attached.
-Nina
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Source: Survival. – Nina
Far far away from here;
Near your heart I wait.
Try to abandon;
My fear of abandonment
This island is far too silent;
I can’t handle it.
Stranded alone in-tangent
This pain;
I can’t manage…
-Nina
Drip drop gently down the scene; streams n rivers
That meander baby blue colour of my eyes; revisit
Trickling; time ticking limitlessly
Staring into eclipsing; shifting serendipity
Abandoning my philosophies; my apologies
I’m just Astrology;
I am the stars; As far as any eyes can see
My amplified subconscious; third eye wanderer
Conjuring soft spoken finesse
On top of the top
Dropping stones over the edge…
-Nina
Oh Ive been waiting for you… The dormant torment
The mind and body sadistic performance
The feeling of hearing a pin drop in an empty stadium
Like seeing life from the worst possible angle
Not to mention Im really ill; for sure.
Seems the acid burning ; a sickness that has no cure
Where is everyone? I know I’m here
The sensory overload and mind numbing fear
While my mind has devised plots against me
Feels like the whole world resents me…
Ive been waiting for you… No you never forget a thing like this
When its the end of the end of the end… again…
While I am all alone. And my friends are nowhere to be found
Its astounding how easily I hear my heart pounding but…
Reality setting in like formed concrete in my heart
I can’t breathe… Honestly… This girl needs a doc…
Something burns her stomach… Please…
An anti anxiety for the delusion paranoia hallucinatory day
She is about to have one of the worst days of her life so far…
The mind has the power to destroy; no holds bar.
Something inside her won’t…
Let go… and… It makes her want to die…
She decided to run…
“I don’t want to die, I want to live…”
She cries*
“Rest in peace and see you… on the other side of this”.
-Nina
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