I am not as social as a bird that flies.
Often want to run and hide
The world can be a scary place
Of which I should not show my face.
Shy.
-Nina
Tag Archives: Poetry
To my love.
Know that you are adored
Far more than enough
So always be yourself
…
Giving you my all; forever
For my love never ends.
Xo
-Nina
Am I dreaming?
Half of the time; Dreaming …
Other half: Reality
Which to you is of more importance?
And what becomes of the ones determined?
To “Make” their dreams a reality…
Is it to suffer to succeed or simply breathe;
Vision…
Close your eyes to see; everything we need.
Life can be quite ambient; the solitude of mind.
But to paint a picture of your dreams.
And manifest what you’ve seen.
Self Realization Absolute.
Definite…
I sleep…
-Nina
I don’t want to come down yet! – Nina
My bipolar is like riding a see-saw.
Just praying it’s not time to come down yet.
Not time to quit believing in myself.
Not time to be delusional yet.
Not time to spend the next few days crying.
Please.
Don’t let me hit the ground.
I don’t want to come down yet.
-Nina
All is Just… – Nina
All is calm in the midnight sky
Piano rifts drifts as clouds play by the moonlight
I watch them as they tantalize the stars
Serenity found in the dusk before dawn
All is just so calm.
Escape; In The Here and Now – Nina
It is time…
Fleeting Moment Of Escape
Rising From About The Abyss
Flying away
Saturated In Sunrays
An Almost Blinding Light
Finding Oneself
Running Free…
“In The Here And The Now”.
In the Love…
-Nina
Unnatural – Nina
You ever wonder if this is all a little too right?
Or a little too wrong?
If life was previously scripted?
Would that explain the mystic?
Or am i being superstitious that god would hold me like he’s superficial.
Haunted taunted and flaunted; fraud, a masquerade ; a facade ascertained:
Such… Immense Pain
From the darkness of which I abide; just simply trying to hide
From everything.
Wondering if life is a cruel joke and I’m the punchline…
I’m just indulging you in my psychotic life enduced paranoia
Pretend your me for just a moment
Everything I’ve ever done and seen and been did a god condone it?
I have extremed hightened senses that might implement the actions of a lunatic
A full moon is lit and the night is luminous
You must be new to this…
Welcome to a place where you’re not afraid to die because if you don’t die you’re afraid they’ll die because we all came here to die.
No lie.
I haven’t slept in days; its been about a week and I’m a subject of 21st century ways
How unnatural is this age
It can make anybody crazy
Maybe?
-Nina
Write.
Write?
It’s Sunday around Noon
I had to get out n grab some things.
I’m at the Indian restaurant restaurant at the entrance to the borough.
Dancehall in my headphones as I wait for my order.
100 Degrees outside so I walked here in a sexy summer dress.
The breeze felt amazing as I walked the concrete.
Luminous sunshine.
I talked to my girl on the phone on the way.
We are working on a plan to move in together.
Phone got heavy so I said I would call her back.
It can wait.
Passed a kid with braids walking his pit bull.
For some reason it feels like I am dreaming as I write this.
I can’t wait to get home.
Open up all the windows.
Feel the wind.
And unwind.
-Nina
Having — Eyes + Words
8/13/2016 “Having eyes, but not seeing beauty; having ears, but not hearing music; having minds, but not perceiving truth. These are the things to fear.” – Tetsuko Kuroyanagi Artist Unknown
Transcending Dawn -Nina
I try to keep normality absent. / As if I could mask it.
Transcend gender / transgender madd Kidd.
A retired liar /open book on fire;
Trying to inspire….
Jumping fences / caught on hooks and wire.
I can envision a promise land.
Tearing my clothes, Expose myself, / Dawn at hand.
Embrace the fate over the broken gate. / Even amidst the hundreds of broken promises.
I envision this grace / and the sacred place awaits.
We here now….
I bring my twin with me; polarity / solar ascend from our anatomy.
2 spirited 2 spirits 2 spearheaded /to a new birth of clarity.
Syncopated vibrations / soaring auras.
Space time gravitating towards us.
The sentiment unprecedent /We are auroras borealus.
More than God can handle.
More than the laws of nature.
Finally enter the state /open the gate
cause fate awaits us.
Nina
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