
We startled each other
Backing away with eyes of fear
Scurrying
Hiding with our masks on
Afraid of this world
Carrying on
To survive…
-Nina

We startled each other
Backing away with eyes of fear
Scurrying
Hiding with our masks on
Afraid of this world
Carrying on
To survive…
-Nina

“Please… ” I whimper, “Don’t Lose”…
“Your grip of me.” ….
“I’m falling!”
*Our hands beginning to slip*
-Looking down-
And then up….
Tears stream down my face…
Into your eyes. I stare…
“I don’t want to say…”
“Goodbye”….
As the grip,
hope,
love,
is lost…
I’m falling.
-Nina
Know that you are adored
Far more than enough
So always be yourself
…
Giving you my all; forever
For my love never ends.
Xo
-Nina
Half of the time; Dreaming …
Other half: Reality
Which to you is of more importance?
And what becomes of the ones determined?
To “Make” their dreams a reality…
Is it to suffer to succeed or simply breathe;
Vision…
Close your eyes to see; everything we need.
Life can be quite ambient; the solitude of mind.
But to paint a picture of your dreams.
And manifest what you’ve seen.
Self Realization Absolute.
Definite…
I sleep…
-Nina
My bipolar is like riding a see-saw.
Just praying it’s not time to come down yet.
Not time to quit believing in myself.
Not time to be delusional yet.
Not time to spend the next few days crying.
Please.
Don’t let me hit the ground.
I don’t want to come down yet.
-Nina

All is calm in the midnight sky
Piano rifts drifts as clouds play by the moonlight
I watch them as they tantalize the stars
Serenity found in the dusk before dawn
All is just so calm.

It is time…
Fleeting Moment Of Escape
Rising From About The Abyss
Flying away
Saturated In Sunrays
An Almost Blinding Light
Finding Oneself
Running Free…
“In The Here And The Now”.
In the Love…
-Nina

You ever wonder if this is all a little too right?
Or a little too wrong?
If life was previously scripted?
Would that explain the mystic?
Or am i being superstitious that god would hold me like he’s superficial.
Haunted taunted and flaunted; fraud, a masquerade ; a facade ascertained:
Such… Immense Pain
From the darkness of which I abide; just simply trying to hide
From everything.
Wondering if life is a cruel joke and I’m the punchline…
I’m just indulging you in my psychotic life enduced paranoia
Pretend your me for just a moment
Everything I’ve ever done and seen and been did a god condone it?
I have extremed hightened senses that might implement the actions of a lunatic
A full moon is lit and the night is luminous
You must be new to this…
Welcome to a place where you’re not afraid to die because if you don’t die you’re afraid they’ll die because we all came here to die.
No lie.
I haven’t slept in days; its been about a week and I’m a subject of 21st century ways
How unnatural is this age
It can make anybody crazy
Maybe?
-Nina
8/13/2016 “Having eyes, but not seeing beauty; having ears, but not hearing music; having minds, but not perceiving truth. These are the things to fear.” – Tetsuko Kuroyanagi Artist Unknown
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