Do I even realize the tears I cry
Can I see or even feel myself tremble in fear
Do I conceive the solitude of my mind
The scapegoats and mechanisms
And how long I’ve been holding this breath
Can I not go out of my body and take a look
At a lost soul, drowning in depth?
-Nina
I’m beautiful with Audacity, “They call you Shade?!” He said. ” You’re shaded indeed…”. She’s nice with the raps. In depth, the homies in disguise he liked to say…
I’m up many hours before the sunrise to explore myself. Dreaming of fleeting escape, no longer trapped. The raindrops scatter my city and it won’t be long before I’m unseen in the masses; trainbound. You don’t need fare for the Zion train just hop on board.
I’m beautiful with audacity indeed. I love my markers and spray paint; my skateboard and my slap sticker collection of winking flowers and dripping calligraphy. My magnum markers leave them to manage the damage; I’m constantly redecorating the City.
I’ve found my comfort in the dark places and euphoric ignorance. Through the streets and alleyways, trains and buses. I watch this shit twists and turns over many years amongst this science of drug trade…
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The wandering subconscious;
Abstract and poetic symphony
Into the depths of mystery
Taking me away; departing once again
My dreamcatcher bends time and unravels the other realm
I don’t know where I am going this time…
And this time…
The only time…
When time is irrelevant; non existent
Hymms of darkness; I listen.
Kaleidescope focussed
Eyes closed; I see everything that was once unnoticed
My existence is reminiscent but non-concrete
Like a blindfolded painter; blind unknown
But residing in an Oasis
My life formed a basis
When I close my eyes; its realized my mind designed
All of these creations.
So I arise from the depths each morning and rejoyce
Answer the phone
And hear my lovers voice
So happy to be alive
I have no other choice.
Nina
I wrote this?! @_@ Reblogg*
She was the emotional type, Unsure if she’ intro or extroverted.
She didn’t know if she wanted to volunteer or do crime ;at times it’s worth it.
She didn’t know if the world is real, standing still, if she’d grown up ,or was still just a kid.
She didn’t know if she’s good or bad, happy or sad and she REALLY never knew all the things that she had.
It’s because she didn’t know that she continued to grow.
Searching for answers.
That she never would know.
Nina
I don’t know what to write. Impose a rule on myself to just compose and type
; like I suppose your right. Here it goes; in flight.
Im not complaining simply explaining that a lot of my days are draining me driving me insanely, plain to see that my mind is somewhat aimlessly;and broken.
I wish I was calmer are more soft spoken.
My girlfriend says I was in a better place mentally when I was living in the homeless shelter.
Shes right; its like I do better surrounded by… lives like mine but whatever.
Now is the only moment; so: hold it…
I Do not condone any of my past it’s already done so don’t quote it.
Nina
Each one of us passes through these situations however some of us win, they are victors, and they succeed not because they try to make a difference but because they are destined to. Destiny is like a child born in the middle of World War II in a small town being crushed to the ground, his mother swallowed by the inevitable while the fragile wins his life. We do say that we create our destiny but it is always there waiting for us to embrace it through a set of actions that we will make. Our every choice is towards it, no matter how much despairing or hopeful, great or petty it maybe.
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Walking meditation is a bridge between formal sitting meditation and informal meditation in everyday activities. It is also useful if you want to meditate for long periods continuously. Alternating sitting and walking provides a way to relieve the stress on your body without ever leaving meditation entirely. Walking also serves as an antidote to both the tiredness and restlessness that can obstruct meditation.
Walking meditation is easiest in a quiet place without distractions or obstacles. An empty room large enough to walk in circles is suitable. Even better is an unobstructed natural setting, such as a park. Walking meditation is valuable but more difficult in an urban setting.
Walk with your eyes looking downwards at about 45 degrees, but keep the head upright. Allow your gaze to move smoothly over the ground, rather than jumping from one point to the next. This is much easier if you allow your eyes…
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Zen Flash. 🙂
Meditation is important because it brings people back to this very moment. And it’s usually the last place anyone wants to be, yet we cannot escape it. That is why many suffer, they wish for a different moment, a different Now, and it’s impossible.
~ Charlie Smith
However many holy words you read,
however many you speak,
what good will they do you
if you do not act upon them?
—Buddha Shakyamuni
“We are all visitors to this time, this place. We are just passing through. Our purpose here is to observe, to learn, to grow, to love, and then we return home.” ~ Aboriginal Australian…
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