Wake up
And not long…
Realizing the blessings as usual
Its the the morning;
The sun hasn’t even risen in the sky
And its another day to start again
You are you; and you are beautiful
Don’t feel so down about money
Don’t feel down about anything!
All I want you to do is
Just smile for me…
There you go… 🙂
Nina
Nothing is concrete in this life
Down to the molecular level
Even atoms can be split
Change is constant
Evolution is constant
Growth is constant
Into infinity….
Everything seems to be changing all around us
And seemingly so
Faster and faster and faster
Humans have adapted to this
We use technology to expand our adaptation
And change is very hard to control
When the scientists created the atomic bomb
They did not know if it would decimate us all
Grasping the speed of light
Faster
And faster
AND FASTER.
Nothing is concrete.
It is infinite.
Nina
Me.
And theres nothing that can change me
Very strange me and thats okay me
Unique me; so critique me if you please
Me isn’t perfect and never claimed to be
Me.
Nina
We laid in the grass
Hours. Days. Weeks. Months
Basking in the sun
And it seemed like the warmest summer Ive ever had
The best summer I had ever had
And I think about it every day
Wishing I could go back and do it again
I would have taken more photos
And stayed up with you for days on end
Mindfully loving every second; minute; hour
Again and again and again…
Nina
Love is love is love
And I can not help it
Love is love is love
Take me wherever you damn wish
Love is love is love
Through hell and back
Love is love is love.
Nina
I tried to run; run from everything
Ive done it since I was a kid
Escapism for when things get tough
Escapism when I simply wanted more
Escapism to satisfy me
And it never works
Always trying to run from my problems
Unfortunately you cannot simply run from reality
Nina
Lust is in my eyes
Don’t you see the animal?
Growling; biting lip…
Nina
I could map the schematics of my psychotic mind
They are highways to “The High Way”.
Alleyways to the gutter.
Left and right is up and down
And I’m never coming down unfortunately
I look down and the only down is death
Climbing the barbed wire fence to the other side
Pain and suffering is life; we all do know
Simply row that boat
So gently down the stream
I am the lost one; always have been
Cause life is but a dream.
-Nina
I visit my subconscious on a regular basis
An old friend and an old familiar world
This word is I
I think?
And I wonder who am I as I awaken…
Awakening thankful
Talking to it like…
“Thank you for taking me back to my world.
I missed you so much; all of my dreams.
All of my world and all of my thought.
It was beautiful to catch up.
Amoungst the graffiti and waterfalls.
I can never grow bored of you”.
But who are you Nina?
Who are you?
Are you my soul as I stare into this reflection?
Are you something else?
Are you a reflection of me?
Or of this earth.
Guess I’ll never know.
Nina
The ancient melodies seep through my soul
“Closing my eyes I type this poem blind”.
Its funny how Ive memorized this keyboard
Makes me want to deprogram
Ive been brainwashed for a very long time
As I listen to these ancient melodies
Seeping through my soul.
-Nina
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