Is run free even possible. Run? Free?
Occupying the same sentence but..
Polar opposites; Yet I combine them
Running down my street; fast as I can
The road ends; I’m met with water
So I dive in; truly running free
Weightless bliss and the world…
Is lifted off of my shoulders.
The rain pours in the pitch black night
The rain always makes me feel alive
My mind rejoices in its presence
Releases endorphins
And creativity flows more naturally
The calming effect; I can take my time
Unwinding as I write for I had just awoke from a mild nightmare…
The rain is warm flowing in from the south pacific
Soon the sun will rise in the east
Barely making it through the rain clouds
My lover will be awake and we will grow abother day
I suppose Ive had a head start and I dive into my writing
Rain pouring out my windows and seeping
And searching through all the dark cracks of the city.
It finds me
In good spirits
Good morning earth
And what will you bring me today
For you have given me too much
Spoiled rotten but I’m thankful
Welcoming the sunrise
With all of my soul
Lucky to be alive another day
Abbot street; an old opium den. The Sun Ah hotel.
The elevator shaft once brought up. the heroin.
Now your blankets and trash are discarded in the rusted abyss.
The distinct smell of crack and meth house mixed with cigarettes, mold and bed bug spray.
Yet when times were rough indeed we still strived to achieve our dreams through tears and fears and thick and thin.
I watched over you and you watched over me. I miss you dearly J bird; rest in peace.
I’ll meet you in a ghetto in the sky and we’ll put a studio in our trap.
Vegan mango fruit juices and topical tropical psychedelic ganja.
I promise you I’m doing good down here and thinking of you my friend.
For me it’s almost like there’s no one left and I can’t wait to see you instead.
We can view the memoirs of our lives mixed and mastered plastered onto the sands of time.
Where do Angels go when they die? I hope to see you again; in the ghetto in the sky.
To JBIRD
LOVE NINA
I cry tears for me
And I cry tears for you
Making me tremble
Shaking the earth
Did I cause such hurt
To you?
Do I have an idea
Of what Ive put you through
Tried so hard; running
Right over the edge
I wrote to you
Cried
And sometimes I even bled
Said much as I could
Wishing you would love me
Like I loved you
What could I do
And what’s left unsaid too?
Nina
Taking a moment to breathe simple poetry
Honest to the page; honest to myself; refreshing sage
Entranced and awakened; it was romantic
But Perhaps. I need to find myself
Remind myself; follow your dreams
Humbly sitting beside myself; just finding me.
Nina
Calm yourself and be still
Feel the air going in and out for this moment
Love entails you to be grounded
There is simply no room for ego
Love with all that you have
With everything you’ve got
Because love is all that you have
Be patient and love each moment
This moment is all you have
Nina
Nothing is concrete in this life
Down to the molecular level
Even atoms can be split
Change is constant
Evolution is constant
Growth is constant
Into infinity….
Everything seems to be changing all around us
And seemingly so
Faster and faster and faster
Humans have adapted to this
We use technology to expand our adaptation
And change is very hard to control
When the scientists created the atomic bomb
They did not know if it would decimate us all
Grasping the speed of light
Faster
And faster
AND FASTER.
Nothing is concrete.
It is infinite.
Nina
We laid in the grass
Hours. Days. Weeks. Months
Basking in the sun
And it seemed like the warmest summer Ive ever had
The best summer I had ever had
And I think about it every day
Wishing I could go back and do it again
I would have taken more photos
And stayed up with you for days on end
Mindfully loving every second; minute; hour
Again and again and again…
Nina
Love is love is love
And I can not help it
Love is love is love
Take me wherever you damn wish
Love is love is love
Through hell and back
Love is love is love.
Nina
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