Oh Ive been waiting for you… The dormant torment

The mind and body sadistic performance

The feeling of hearing a pin drop in an empty stadium

Like seeing life from the worst possible angle

Not to mention Im really ill; for sure.

Seems the acid burning ; a sickness that has no cure

Where is everyone?  I know I’m here

The sensory overload and mind numbing fear

While my mind has devised plots against me

Feels like the whole world resents me…

Ive been waiting for you… No you never forget a thing like this

When its the end of the end of the end… again…

While I am all alone. And my friends are nowhere to be found

Its astounding how easily I hear my heart pounding but…

Reality setting in like formed concrete in my heart

I can’t breathe… Honestly… This girl needs a doc…

Something burns her stomach… Please…

An anti anxiety for the delusion paranoia hallucinatory day

She is about to have one of the worst days of her life so far…

The mind has the power to destroy; no holds bar.

Something inside her won’t…

Let go… and… It makes her want to die…

She decided to run…

“I don’t want to die, I want to live…”

She cries*

“Rest in peace and see you… on the other side of this”.

-Nina